You are gaining a broader perspective on the world and you will find it difficult to put up with narrow-minded people. You should take some time to breathe and sort things out - you're tired, don't deny it!
You can relax your vigilance towards your worries. No one dares to disturb you, even if you are afraid otherwise.
It's time to imagine a change in your social life that is closer to what you want to achieve in your interests.
Your perseverance will begin to bear fruit. Go out and make new contacts.
The environment will be calm and serene and you don't have to be afraid of getting bogged down in everyday matters. You can muster the peace and emotional intensity that interests you so much. Take the first step.