Don't force yourself to put yourself in a false situation if that's not how you feel - use honesty. You will be forced to keep to a pace set by those around you, but you will be fine. Feeling useful will energize you.
You are right at the center of things, which gives you momentum. However, you will have to flee at the right time.
This is the time to expand your personal knowledge of material protection and do some research on commercial and financial groups.
You feel helpless. Don't doubt yourself and don't renounce rest so you can start over.
These are sure to be good times for your love life and you will be more persuasive than usual! Your need to shine will get your partner into action. Let yourself go and enjoy.