Reassess the situation differently and don't keep silent about what you want. You need to assert yourself. Psychologically, you are at your best! Resuming some non-physical leisure activity would be a good choice.
Even if your enthusiasm is seen as arrogance, you attract positive support. Be receptive to other people.
Negative feelings should be overcome and used only as a lesson. Don't let them influence you.
You will find some very promising opportunities to move forward if you break out of the rut.
The right questions will come to your mind and you will see things more clearly in your love life. Your optimism will be contagious and will help you to light the way forward. Take the time to live!