Don't force yourself to put up a false front if that's not how you feel - tell the truth. You will be forced to keep to a pace set by those around you, but you will be fine. Feeling useful will energize you.
You are going through a period of intense reflection that will allow you to take stock and reorient yourself.
You will be verbally challenged and forced to take a stand. Avoid making any compromises.
You will desperately try to do your best and put the finishing touches on some important details.
If you spend too much time dreaming, you could miss a chance to make your dreams come true. Keep your eyes open and hold the hands of fate!