Put aside your fixed ideas and you will get out of an unpleasant situation without much effort. The quiet force is dominant and you will be happier. Focus fully on your relationships, that's the way to go.
You will regain your optimism when you make a definitive choice, don't regret it.
It seems that this is the right time to look for a better job or to ask for a raise or a change in position. You need to act.
You will have an opportunity to specialize more. Don't let this opportunity pass you by.
Your greatest quality will be your innate tenderness. You'll be glad you were so patient. Everything that is happening is the result of your previous actions.