Your sense of humor will only bring about a certain selectivity in your relationships. Be careful not to appear colder than you really are. You need movement, but avoid too sudden movements.
don't look for problems where they don't exist. Distrust will be there. Taking action will allow you to let go of your doubts.
The lack of action is getting to you, but don't be impatient: wait to learn more about the practicalities that are missing.
With a little patience, you'll be getting more accepted on your team, but it takes time.
There are predictions of games of all kinds in the emotional aspect. If you're with your partner or your kids, you'll find the best middle ground.