Your need for perfection will be an obstacle. Put your expectations in perspective and be more tolerant of yourself. Tight muscles are a sign that you've been doing a lot lately, take it slow!
The best way to get out of a dead end is to take someone's advice. Listen to other people.
You will be able to shape something more profitable. It's time to really show what you can do.
Avoid negative people who waste your energy. Think more about your own goals.
Power struggles never end in love... Don't forget. It would be nice to let go of certain fears, they are unfounded and make you miss a lot of opportunities.