If you can overcome your impetuosity and control your frantic impulses, everything will be fine. You are innately stronger than you think, but baseless doubts keep you from moving forward.
You will be much more emotional than usual. It would be good for you to explore the reasons for this and find a true answer.
You need to plan your actions so you don't do so many things at once. Select your priorities.
Simplify your life by affirming yourself more. Take initiative, especially in practical matters.
You know how to seduce with class. His affectivity harmonizes perfectly with the present situation. The main thing will be to leave your hesitations behind. Go ahead, you have nothing to lose!