Make an effort if the temptation is too strong... You are finding it difficult to keep your emotional balance today. You're feeling in top shape and stable enough to face what needs to be faced. Don't waste your energies on empty words.
You will regain your optimism when you make a definitive choice, don't regret it.
On the emotional side, you will have a lot to do with your finances. It would be helpful to make a pact
Don't be so hard on your colleagues. There are some things you have to do yourself.
The right questions will come to your mind and you will see things more clearly in your love life. Your optimism will be contagious and will help you to light the way forward. Take the time to live!