There are deals to be made and decisions to be made, there is no time to wait. Are you ready! You definitely need a holiday and time to take stock.
You are becoming desensitized by contact with well-meaning people. Try to meet new people.
Disturbances and material constraints will be easier to bear. Walking away is a good idea.
There are still things to do ahead. Work on your relationships if you work.
Love brings hope and you will find great satisfaction that will eliminate your doubts. The future is an improvement of the present. You will be full of inspiration and don't hesitate to follow your intuition.