Don't force yourself into a role that is wrong for you. Your authenticity is your best asset. You save your energy to good effect and it would be a good idea to get rid of stress by exercising.
Try to organize your documents. Other important documents are on the way.
Luck is on your side and upsets everyone around you. The people you fear will not threaten you.
Advice from people with more experience would be helpful for your usual methods and strategies.
You will know how to lighten your partner's load or how to enhance your qualities in moments of seduction. Don't isolate yourself.