You will have no problem asserting yourself and ending unhealthy relationships with no regrets! You are being more sensible in your energy expenditure today, and you are starting to re-establish a greater balance.
don't force yourself to do crazy things. You need to redirect the focus to yourself in a calm environment.
The lack of action is getting to you, but don't be impatient: wait to learn more about the practicalities that are missing.
Your logical mind should be the way to come up with a solution that will make you rise in the esteem of your colleagues.
Your libido will lead you to commit tempting excesses. Also, reaching new levels of intimacy will allow you to feel truly happy with yourself.