The demands circling around you are making you hesitant. Try to keep your goal in mind. The balance between action and apathy shows that you are digging deep into your reserves, so take it easy.
Beware of Egocentrism. Relax before thinking about serious issues.
You are very inclined to do the math and the amount you spend makes you lack optimism. Keep calm, first of all.
Power struggles are not your forte, find a middle ground and don't lose your temper.
Your instinctive enthusiasm will be appreciated. Don't try to do two things at once. You won't gain anything from it and that could also bring you some problems. Confusion reigns in your heart, so don't make final decisions.