You won't be happy with your routine. Don't force the issue, just take a break from things. It would be a good idea to slow down your life at home and change your priorities; take your current possibilities into account.
The achievements you will have will be extremely significant in your personal development. His inspiration was fully returned.
Negative feelings should be overcome and used only as a lesson. Don't let them influence you.
Don't go out of your way to try to keep up with some of your peers. They work hard, but that doesn't mean they're effective.
Your emotional awareness will help you create true passion, passion in its purest form. As for stability, however, it will be less easy. You should take the time to plan things out first.