Don't take everything so seriously. You take everything literally, which is a shame. You are running out of energy. Moderate yourself before you don't know what to think anymore. It leaves you with more agitation.
You will have to set firm boundaries to prevent other people from taking advantage of you. Think of yourself.
Minor worries are keeping you from focusing on your personal plans. Routine is exhausting. Get your documents in order before you act.
You will be ready to take on great challenges. It makes no sense to think so much about some things. It's better to act.
Don't let anyone be the mediator between you and your partner. Speaking directly will allow you to solve a problem. You can't avoid it any longer.