Realistic objections will lead you to draw some fair conclusions. It's time to find out who your real friends are. You will be distracted and you may make some mistakes - you should slow down and step back a bit.
There is no point in asking you to make a huge effort these days. You have only one wish, to enjoy life.
Fantasy and discipline! You will be the master of contradictions, but you will play your own game.
You will find technical ideas easier than creative ones. This is the time to perfect things.
Repressed desires can cause introversion, and this will only hurt your chances of building bridges. Don't give wings to loneliness, go out and leave useless doubts behind