Don't force yourself to put yourself in a false situation if that's not how you feel - use honesty. You will be forced to keep to a pace set by those around you, but you will be fine. Feeling useful will energize you.
Your sense of priority is more connected with your moral values, which will be your best guide in life.
Your creativity will avoid a problem. Don't postpone anything because of obstacles, there is always a solution.
Applying for a better job, a raise, or a change in status is the recommended thing to do. You need to act.
Love knocks on your door in unexpected ways and circumstances. It would be a shame to close down unless you are in a relationship, in which case you will discover the unexpected together, differently.