You will find the enthusiasm you are looking for. Follow your new priorities. Tiredness will be felt, you should run away, change your environment, get out of your routine.
The achievements you will have will be extremely significant in your personal development. His inspiration was fully returned.
You will not have time to reflect on choices you will have to make. Don't get carried away.
Advice from people with more experience would be helpful for your usual methods and strategies.
You need to let go of some of your principles to enjoy the positives that come into your love life. You are not in danger of getting lost, quite the opposite! Focus on the present...