It would be good for you to relax and listen to your basic needs more, without a misplaced sense of pride. You should sleep more.
Try to organize your documents. Other important documents are on the way.
There are long-term professional growth opportunities at your fingertips.
His ambition drives him to explore new paths. Patience is your biggest asset.
Love knocks on your door in unexpected ways and circumstances. It would be a shame to close down unless you are in a relationship, in which case you will discover the unexpected together, differently.