You won't be happy with your routine. Don't force the issue, just take a break from things. It would be a good idea to slow down your life at home and change your priorities; take your current possibilities into account.
You are becoming desensitized by contact with well-meaning people. Try to meet new people.
Extremely dubious commitments are growing around you. Review suggestions given to you very carefully.
Nothing will make you change your mind... You will follow your own advice, with a smile!
You will earn extra points with your partner... If you do what he says! You will do this best if you follow the trails that appear, without preconceived restrictions.