Putting things into practice will bring you more satisfaction. You run the risk of tiring the people around you! Be careful not to cross your limits or anyone else's.
Try to organize your documents. Other important documents are on the way.
Take as much time as you need to resolve a legal issue before the issue affects your bank account
Don't be so hard on your colleagues. There are some things you have to do yourself.
It's time to clear up a few things. You will have the ability to discover the truth about some of your doubts, which will allow you to better understand your goals. Try to dialogue.