If you are looking to change your lifestyle, doors are opening in the right direction, so forget your hesitations. The best way to feel more comfortable with yourself is to get some physical activity, so start getting some exercise.
Your mood allows you to overcome your worries. It is this ability to stop and think that will help you find solutions.
You need to set limits again to avoid complete burnout.
You will find technical ideas easier than creative ones. This is the time to perfect things.
Power struggles never end in love... Don't forget. It would be nice to let go of certain fears, they are unfounded and make you miss a lot of opportunities.