You will be able to take risks and luck awaits you if you do, despite the danger. You need to rethink your lifestyle priorities.
Much to your delight, it looks like it's going to be a dynamic day. Meeting new people will work well and will boost your confidence.
You will get considerable support from a colleague or someone close to you. Don't work alone.
With a little patience, you'll be getting more accepted on your team, but it takes time.
Power struggles never end in love... Don't forget. It would be nice to let go of certain fears, they are unfounded and make you miss a lot of opportunities.