You are overwhelmed by all kinds of projects. A choice seems to be difficult, take your time before coming to a decision. Stress is giving you various gastric problems. Try to stay calm above all.
don't get too impatient with the size of your projects. Plan for the long term without the influence of others.
The real value of your talents and your personality will be recognized. Luck is on your side.
Your critical faculties will allow you to find solutions to organize your work in the future.
Don't try to control the situation. Go with the flow and look forward confidently, watching your partner more closely. Your fears are unfounded.