If you can overcome your impetuosity and control your frantic impulses, everything will be fine. You are innately stronger than you think, but baseless doubts keep you from moving forward.
You can relax your vigilance towards your worries. No one dares to disturb you, even if you are afraid otherwise.
Negative feelings should be overcome and used only as a lesson. Don't let them influence you.
Your social life is your priority. Your discussions with others seem promising regarding changing jobs.
You will be in search of greater freedom, which could break existing relationships. Affective bonds inevitably involve certain constraints and you will find them difficult to tolerate.