You will have the necessary animation to enjoy the pleasures of life. You've been too hard on yourself and you need to listen to your body more. Certain signs are obvious signs of fatigue, which should not be ignored.
Pay attention to the possibility of self-centeredness. Relax before thinking about serious issues.
The support of a few people would help consolidate your financial position, seriously think about it.
You will find technical ideas easier than creative ones. This is the time to perfect things.
The environment will be calm and serene and you don't have to be afraid of getting bogged down in everyday matters. You can muster the peace and emotional intensity that interests you so much. Take the first step.