Reassess the situation differently and don't keep silent about what you want. You need to assert yourself. Psychologically, you are at your best! Resuming some non-physical leisure activity would be a good choice.
You will pay more attention to the essentials. Unusual opportunities will come your way.
You will have trouble organizing your priorities. You're going to do other things, but you're going to have to make an effort to get things in order.
Power struggles are not your forte, find a middle ground and don't lose your temper.
You will find what you really aspire to in absolute intimacy. Careful, it would be nice to look around you.