You will have to move to resolve some pressing issues. Its efficiency is formidable. You need balance in accordance with your body's demands: mood and physical health, activity and relaxation; action and rest.
You will start to improve your life, which will be enriched with new friendships you will make.
You have a great desire for change and expansion. Clarify some facts, this is essential.
Don't be so hard on your colleagues. There are some things you have to do yourself.
You will have no problem finding a middle ground. Just get it all out, you'll be able to do it gracefully and your partner will admire you for it.